to sheila
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
twilight fades
through blistered
avalon
the sky's cruel torch
on arching autobahn
into the
uncertain divine
we scream into the last divine
you make me real
you make me
real
strong as i feel
you make me real
sheila rides on crashing
nightingale
intake eyes leave passing vapor trails
with blushing
brilliance alive
because it's time to arrive
you make me real
you make me
real
strong as i feel
you make me real
lately I just can't seem to
believe
discard my friends to change the scenery
it meant the
wrold to hold a bruising faith
but now it's just a matter of
grace
a summer storm graces all of me
highway
warm sing silent poetry
I could bring you the light
and take you
home into the night
you make me real
lately I just can't seem
to believe
you make me real
discard my friends to change the
scenery
strong as i feel
it meant the world to hold a bruising
faith
you make me real
but now it's just a matter of
grace
ava adore
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
it's you that I adore
you'll always be my
whore
you'll be the mother to my child
and a child to my
heart
we must never be apart
we must never be apart
lovely girl you're the beauty in my
world
without you there aren't reasons left to find
and I'll pull your crooked teeth
you'll be
perfect just like me
you'll be a lover in my bed
and a gun to my
head
we must never be apart
we must never be apart
in you I see dirty
in you I count
stars
in you I feel so pretty
in you I taste god
in you I feel
so hungry
in you I crash cars
we must never be apart
drinking mercury
to the mystery of all
that you should ever seek to find
lovely girl you're the murder in my
world
dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
in
time
we must never be apart
and you'll always be my whore
cause
you're the one that i adore
and I'll pull your crooked
teeth
you'll be perfect just like me
in you I feel so dirty in you
I crash cars
in you I feel so pretty in you I taste god
we must
never be apart
perfect
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
I know we're just like old friends
we just
can't pretend
that lovers make amends
we are reasons so
unreal
we can't help but feel that something has been lost
but please you know you're just like
me
next time I promise we'll be
perfect
perfect
perfect
strangers down the line
lovers out of time
memories
unwind
so far I still know who you are
but now I
wonder who I was...
angel, you know it's not the end
we'll
always be good friends
the letters have been sent on
so please, you always were so free
you'll
see, I promise we'll be
perfect
perfect strangers when we
meet
strangers on the street
lovers while we meet
perfect
you know this has to be
we
always we're so free
we promised that we'd be
perfect
daphne
descends
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful
music/chrysalis songs (bmi)
with the sugar sickness
you spy the kidnap
kid
who kids you to oblivion
it's the perfect hassle
for the
perfumed kiss
he makes you miss him more than home
you love him
you love him more than
this
you love him and you cannot, you can't resist
you love
him
you love him for yourself
you love him and no one, no one
else
past sidewalk ashes a last lovers arc
you
come apart to intertwine
it was all so simple
as you watched him
move
across the darkness in your room
you love him
you love him for
youself
you love him and no one, no one else
and the winding vines
the pretty boys
dive
and thru the pinhole stars
into the shadow mind
you will
lose him then
on some gentle dawn
this boy is here and
gone
you love him
you love him for
yourself
you love him and no one, no one else
you love him
you
love him more than this
you love him and you cannot, you can't
resist
you love him...
once upon a
time
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful
music/chrysalis songs (bmi)
Mother I'm tired
come surrender my
son
time has ravaged on my soul
no plans to leave but still I
go
Fallin' with the leaves
fallin' out of
sleep
to the last goodbyes
who cares why?
Mother I've tried
wasting my life
I
haven't given up, I lie
to make you so proud in my eyes
Fallin' out of sleep
crawlin' over
me
to the last goodbyes
who cares why?
Tuesdays come and gone
restless i still
drive
try to leave it all behind
fallin', fallin' out of sleep
fallin',
fallin' with the leaves
I go crawlin', crawlin' over me
Once upon a time in my life...
I went
falling...
Mother I hope you know
that I miss you
so
time has ravaged on my soul
to wipe a mothers tears grown
cold
tear
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
the lights came on fast
lost in
motorcrash
gone in a flash unreal
but you knew all along
you
laugh the light
I sing the songs
to watch you numb
I saw you there
you were on your
way
you held the rain
and for the first time
heaven seemed
insane
cause heaven is to blame
for taking you away
do you know the way that I can?
do you
know the way that I can't lose?
do you know the things that I
can?
do you know the things that I can do?
where is your heart? where is your heart gone
to?
tear me apart
tear me apart from you
you laugh the light I
cry the wound
in gray afternoons
I saw you there
you were on your
way
you held the rain
and for the first time
heaven seemed
insane
cause heaven is to blame
for taking you away
the lights came to pass
dead opera
motorcrash
gone in a flash unreal
in nitrous overcast
do you know the way that I can?
do you
know the way that I can't choose?
do you know the things that I
can?
do you know the things that I can't lose?
tear me apart
tear me apart from
you
where is your heart?
where has your heart run to?
crestfallen
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
who am I to need you when I'm down
where
are you when I need you around
your life is not your own
and all I ask you
is for another
chance
another way around you
to live by circumstance, once
again
who am I to need you now
to ask you why to
tell you no
to deserve your love and sympathy
you were never meant
to belong to me
and you may go, but I know you won't
leave
too many years built into memories
your life is not your
own
who am I to need you now
to ask you why to
tell you no
to deserve your love and sympathy
you were never meant
to belong to me
who am I to you?
along the way
I lost
my faith
and as you were, you'll be again
to mold
like clay, to break like dirt
to tear me up in your sympathy
you
were never meant to belong to me
you were never meant to belong to
me
you were never meant to belong to me
who am I?
appels +
oranjes
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful
music/chrysalis songs (bmi)
what if the sun refused to shine?
what if
the clouds refused to rain?
what if the wind refused to blow?
what
if the seas refused to wave?
what if the world refused to
turn?
what if the stars would hesitate?
what if, what is isn't true?
what are you
going to do?
what if, what is isn't you?
does that mean you've got
to lose?
digging for the feel of something new
what if the silence let you dream?
what if
the air could let you breathe?
what if the words would bring you
here?
what if this sound could bring you peace?
what if, what is isn't true?
what are you
going to do?
digging for the feel of something new
what if, what
is isn't you?
does that mean you've got to lose?
it came from your thoughts, your dreams and
visions
ripped up from your weeks and indecisions
what if the sun refused to shine?
what if
the clouds refused to rain?
what if the wrold refused to
turn?
what if the clocks would hesitate?
what if, what is isn't true?
what are you
going to do?
what if, what is isn't you?
does that mean you've got
to lose?
digging for the feel of something new
does that mean you've got to choose?
the
feel of something new
does that mean you've got to lose?
the
thoughts you cannot lose
what are you gonna do?
pug
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
kiss and kill me sweetly
come and drive me
home
drag the miles in me
I am yours alone
inside where it's warm
wrap myself in
you
outside where I'm torn
fight myself in two
in two
into
you
desire me so deeply
drain and kick me
hard
whisper secrets for me
try to go too far
inside where it's warm
wrap myself in
you
outside where I'm torn
fight myself in two
in
two
into...
please don't change
please don't change at
all
bring your rain
bring your rain to fall
inside where it's warm
wrap myself in
you
outside where I'm torn
fight myself in two
in two
into
you
come and kiss me sweetly
ride the
telephone
drag the miles to me
I am yours alone
yours
alone
on the telephone
yours alone
looking for a kiss
kiss
yours alone
the tale of dusty and pistol
pete
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful
music/chrysalis songs (bmi)
dusty screams, through doors and imaginary
floors
"why can't you miss me?"
pistol pete removes the final
breaths from her unkind and she is shaken
what does this mean in love
or in peace?
with you lying next to me
so faithless serene
and
she calls to him
let the waste cross the ancient trails to
you
far out beneath the sorrow clouds
let them taste the bitter
lost mistake of you
let them cry out through your rusted
scars
alone he roams inside the ordinary catacombs
of her waiting
with raven hands she steals and staggers towards her
man
still scorned by his demon
because he's undone
become the language
of
disaster and love, vengeance and dust
and she calls to
him
let the waste cross the ancient trails to
you
far out beneath the sorrow clouds
let them taste the bitter
lost mistake of you
let them cry out through your rusted
scars
dusty screams, through doors and imaginary
scenes
of hurt and teardrop
as he holds her down, in the cold
lonely winds
together again, her inside him
and she calls to
him
let the waste cross the ancient trails to
you
far out beneath the sorrow clouds
let them taste the bitter
lost mistake of you
let them cry out through your rusted
scars
annie-dog
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
amphetamine annie-dog
has her leash and a
face
her velvet spleen her shackle spine
her diamond curse
it
comes with mine
a vessel she
for violent I
confession
arms a wake
mine, mine you were always mine
possessed by my
taste
and below the angel dog
combs her hair and
sings her psalms
the bombs go off
she doesn't notice
it all
goes wrong
she sets things tragic
she is venus
she is
mars
she's electric
and the struggle of
upon my face we leave no trace
but in her
stomach mercury aged
she holds the blood
she carves the
knives
she digs the wives in our babies
amphetamine annie-dog
pulls her
trash
and her stories
from place to place
and bed to
bed
gives of herself and the magnet head
another floor another ceiling
counting
stairs with double meanings
is it wrong to be swallowed whole
to
disappear in her
to give her the priceless peace
of giving up
control
we tumble out into the streets
and
annie-dog she drags her leash
pretty face
ugly mouth
bitter
bred and so released
and by the no
and by the yes
annie goes
if you couldn't guess
a simple man
a sycophant
her elephant
with the laughing call
she wants clean sheets
and fresh
flowers
and dental shots
and the hong kong glue
amphetamine annie-dog
has her leash and a
face
shame
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
you're gonna walk on home
you're gonna
walk alone
you're gonna see this through
don't let them get to
you
shame
love is good and love is kind
love is
drunk and love is blind
love is good and love is mine
love is
drunk all the time
shame
you're gonna walk on home
you're gonna
walk alone
you're gonna walk so far
you're gonna wonder who you
are
shame
love is good and love is kind
love is good
and love is blind
love is good and love is mine
love is good all
the time
hello goodbye, you know you made us
cry...
behold! the night
mare
billy corgan & james iha
© 1998
chrysalis songs/cellophane star music (bmi)
I've faced the fathoms in your
deep
withstood the suitors quiet siege
pulled down the heavens
just to please you
appease you
the wind blows and I
know
I can't go on, digging roses from you
grave
to linger on, beyond the beyond
where the willows
weep
and whirlpools sleep, you'll find me
the coarse tide reflects
sky
and the night mare rides on, and the night
mare rides on
with a december black psalm
and the night mare rides
on
what i fear is lost here
the wind blows and I know
all you have to do is run away
and steal
yourself from me
become a mystery to gaze into
you're so cruel in
all you do
but still I believe, I believe in you
so may you come with your own
knives
you'll never take me alive
with all the force of what is
true
is there nothing I can do?
I can't go on, digging roses from you
grave
to linger on, beyond the beyond
where the willows
weep
and whirlpools sleep, you'll find me
and the night mare rides on, and the night
mare rides on
with a december black psalma
nd the night mare rides
on
I've faced the fathoms in your
deep
withstood the suitors quiet siege
pulled down the heavens
just to please you
to hold the flower I can't keep
for martha
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
whenever I run
whenever I run to you lost
one
it's never done
just hanging on
just past has let me be
returning as if
dream
shattered as belief
if you have to go don't say goodbye
if you
have to go don't you cry
if you have to go I will get by
someday
I'll follow you and see you on the other side
but for the grace of love
I'd will the
meaning of
heaven from above
your picture out of time
left aching in my
mind
shadows kept alive
if you have to go don't say goodbye
if you
have to go don't you cry
if you have to go I will get by
I will
follow you and see you on the other side
but for the grace of love
I'd will the
meaning of
heaven from above
long horses we are born
creatures more
than torn
mourning our way home
blank page
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
blank page is all the rage
never meant to
say anything
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of
rest
got dressed drove the state line
looking for you at the five
and dime
stop sign told me stay at home
told me you were not
alone
blank page was all the rage
never meant to hurt anyone
in
bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
you haven't
changed
you're still the same
may you rise as you fall
you were
easy you are forgotten
you are the ways of my mistakes
I catch the
rainfall
through the leaking roof
that you had left behind
you
remind me
of that leak in my soul
the rain falls
my friends
call
leaking rain on the phone
take a day palnt some trees
may they shade
you from me
may your children play beneath
blank page was all the rage
never meant to say anything
in bed I was
half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
got dressed drove the state
line
looking for you at the five and dime
but there I was picking
pieces up
you are a ghost
of my indecision
no more little
girl
17
billy corgan
© 1998 cinderful music/chrysalis songs
(bmi)
17 seconds of compassion
17 seconds of peace
17
seconds to remember love is the energy
behind witch all is
created
17 seconds to remember all that is good
17 seconds to
forget all your hurt and pain
17 seconds of faith
17 seconds to
trust you again
17 seconds of radiance
17 seconds to send a prayer
up
17 seconds is all that you need
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